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Category: To love God

  • Every time I am blessed to be at Adoration, one thought above all clings to my mind, thanks to God’s grace. I am struck by the immense beauty of our God present in the Holy Eucharist: “Oh Lord, You are beautiful!” 

    St Augustine so wonderfully captured this thought in his prayer: “Too late have I loved you, O Beauty so ancient, O Beauty so new.”  These words, and the pious emotion behind them, I found encapsulated in the second chapter of the Book of Sirach, which I happened to read today during Adoration. I shall quote here a couple of verses: 

    “Trust in God, and he will help you; […] Stay in fear of him, and grow old in him.” (Sir 2:6). 

    “You who fear the Lord, love him, and your hearts will be made radiant.” (Sir 2:9) 

    Besides containing an infinite richness of wisdom, for these words have been inspired by the Holy Spirit (cf 2 Tim 3:16-17), turning the heart towards the One who made all hearts (cf Ps 33:15), these words reveal some of the eternal and endless beauty of God for they allow us to peer into His Heart, into the Heart of our God. And what is this Beauty but Himself who is Love (cf 1 John 4:8).  

    To grow old in God. As the contemplatives do behind cloistered walls. As the priests do in their solitary hours of prayer. How great, however, that these words are addressed to all of us, they are an invitation to all of us to grow old in God. How beautiful, what infinite gentleness, what tenderness, and fatherly care from the Maker of all things, visible and invisible (cf The Nicene Creed).  

    To grow old in God. Lost in God, as St Charles de Focauld wrote. 

    We are encouraged to love Him so that our hearts may be made radiant. Our Lady, the most blessed Virgin Mary, knew and knows this so well. Her fiat was that single nod of the heart, complete and without turning back, which constituted an answer of love for God. As Thérèse of Lisieux said: “Only love can repay love”. “Be done to me according to thy will” (cf Luke 1:38). To do the will of God is to love Him (cf John 14:15). 

    As God is Love, when we love Him back, with His love in our hearts – for He has loved us first (cf 1 John 4:19) – it is our little hearts that become purified more and more, until they radiate the light of God to those around us. 

    “Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.” (1 Cor 13:4-8). 

    Gazing at the Holy Eucharist in the monstrance while reading the words of God recorded in the Scriptures, I was struck by the reminder of the great gift that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, has left us: Himself. He truly is with us present until the end of time (cf Matt 28:20), even physically so! 

    There, a few meters away, upon the altar, the Gift Himself gazes at us, His little creatures, ready to heal us, to unburden us, to love us, to make our hearts radiant with His love. The more one contemplates on the glorious beauty and justice and love of God, the more one is compelled by the Living Flame of Love, who dwells alone in our hearts, as St John of the Cross wrote, to share with others how great, how good God is! 

    I wish to love you Lord, help me to love you more. I believe Lord, help my unbelief. Forgive me Lord, for I am a sinner. Who are you, my God, and who am I? You are Everything, and I am nothing.  

    The silence of a heart in love…the heart of Christ. 

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  • “And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith” (Matt 21:22). In this passage we see how generous our Lord, Jesus Christ, is with us. First, He tells us how to obtain what we ask – “in prayer” – and then He also instructs us what we should do for our hearts to be truly in prayer and receive what we ask for – “have faith”.  

    We can ask God for “whatever” – there is no limit to what we can ask God. Although there is no limit, for nothing is beyond God’s power and “everything is possible with God” (Matt 19:26, Luke 1:37), there are two conditions that God who is love (cf. 1 John 4:8) asks of us when we ask something of Him (how personal and intimate He is with us!). 

    The first condition is that we ask whatever our hearts desire “in prayer”. Ah, prayer, the language of love, the action of love. St. Charles de Foucauld in his meditations wrote that “when one loves, one longs to be always in converse with him one loves, or at least to be always in his sight. Prayer is nothing else.” 

    What can we do in this world but to pray for one another? Nothing, nothing at all. Prayer is the ultimate manifestation of love for one another. Sure, if we can help materially each other, we most certainly should do that immediately – but that too is prayer! However, when distance separates us, alone in our rooms, in the silence of a heart in love (not “fallen” in love, but willfully, awake, risen in love) what can we do?  

    We can kneel, silence our minds as much as we can, turn our hearts towards the Eternal Eyes of God, and in that stillness that is nothing else but a living fragment of eternity, we say the words our Saviour taught us: “Our Father…” (Matt 6:9-13). As such, in prayer, we can never ask something just for ourselves – there is no “I” in the Church; He is our Father, not “my” Father.  

    Prayer, the language and act of love, always acknowledges the other. If we pray just for ourselves, are we really in prayer? When we ask the Lord’s help with this or that, do we truly not think of the bigger good that encompasses another person or persons? 

    No matter the distance then, by praying for one another, we can do much. Indeed, as St Charles de Focauld said elsewhere, by prayer we can do anything (“whatever”!). When we pray, we give up to God, we offer to Him, the limited time that we have from Him. If we do this for him, or her, or them, do we not truly die a little for those people whom we mention in prayer? Are we not giving up part of our limited time to remember their names before Almighty God? Isn’t prayer a sacrifice in this sense?  

    God has loved us so much that He both prayed for us and suffered death for us. As St Thérèse of Lisieux wrote: “Only love can repay love”. Sometimes we are asked to make the final sacrifice for God or for others and to give up our whole lives for them then and there. These are acts of martyrdom. However, we can do this, bit by bit, in the quietness of our hearts when we pray for others. To sacrifice our lives for others, out of love for them, is highly commended by our Lord (cf John 15:13). 

    When we ask God for whatever in love (i.e. “in prayer”) that thing is good and pleasing to Him, because to love is to will the good of the other (and of ourselves). We cannot pray for something evil, that is for something that is against God’s will. As St Francis de Sales taught, we can know God’s will from His commandments to us (to love Him and one another) and from His counsels that are given to us to aid us in becoming more like Him. Prayer, the language and act of love, requires that we love. We cannot pray otherwise, no matter what words we use or what images we conjure in our minds. 

    Consequently, the first condition set out by Jesus, in line with His commandment that we should love one another as He has loved us (cf John 13:34-35, John 15:12), ensures that our ask is pleasing to the Father. Behold His generosity: God tells us to ask and how to do it! 

    The second condition is to “have faith”. Faith is hope in God (cf Heb 11:1). Faith is the assent of the soul to God’s existence and will (St John of the Cross). Faith is proof that the Holy Spirit, the giver of faith, dwells in our soul (cf Rom 10:17). Faith conquers the world (cf 1 John 5:4). 

    In other words, our Lord is asking us to ask anything in love, having hope in God. It was not sufficient for our Saviour to tell us how to ask for what our hearts desire, but to rest assure in Him who is Life and Love Eternal, because, as the Psalmist says, His “mercy endures forever” (Ps 136). 

    Faith, however, is a gift. It is not akin to blind trust, nor is it something we can imagine or reason our way into it. Faith is given – and is given to all, especially to those who ask for it, and most certainly to those who seek God truthfully.  

    As any gift, faith is free – freely given and, importantly, it must be freely accepted (just like love). Faith cannot be forced, and God so respects the freedom of His creatures that He never forces His graces. He liberally gives faith in so many forms: through nature, through another person, through inspirations, through His words recorded in the Scriptures, through the Sacraments. Man must respond. Will he accept this gift, of knowing Love Eternal? 

    We can therefore understand the message of our Lord with which we have started this meditation as such: Knowing who God is, ask whatever you desire in love and “you will receive”. 

    Jesus does not say when or how we shall receive what we ask in prayer with faith – because if we did ask for it in prayer with faith then we have the certainty that we shall receive. 

    Image credit: Jean-François Millet, The Angelus, 1857-59

  • St John Paul II has a diary entry that just says: “The form of the world is passing away”. It is taken from the first letter of St Paul to the Corinthians: “For the form of this world is passing away” (1 Cor 7:31). We find a similar line in the first letter of St John: “And the world passes away” (1 John 2:17). 

    St Paul wrote those words in the context of dealing with the world, with regards to worldly concerns, perhaps even of worldly love – that too is passing away, shall pass away, while the love of God in us and through us for one another, that love “never ends” (1 Cor 13:4-8). 

    Meanwhile, St John wrote the above words in the context of sin and of the heart attached to sin. However, at the end of that line (1 John 2:17), there is something incredible written: “but he who does the will of God abides for ever”. He, she will not pass away. 

    What is the will of God who is love (1 Joh 4:8)? To love Him and one another (cf John 13:34, Mark 12:28-34, Matt 22:34-40), as our Lord, Jesus Christ, says.  

    St Paul and St John, however, said nothing new, but echoed what Jesus Himself said: “Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will not pass away” (Matt 24:35). His words are the words of eternal life, as St Peter confessed: “Lord to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” (John 6:68). 

    We do God’s will if we keep His words (cf John 15:14-15); if we keep His words, He abides in us, and we abide in Him, His love – that never ends – abides in us, and if His love abides in us, and we abide in His love, we shall outlive the stars. 

    Image credit: Ivan Aivazovsky, The Billowing Sea, 1889

  • St Elizabeth of the Trinity called God “infinite Solitude” (I write “called” and not “calls”, for I write in time, but St Elizabeth is no longer in time). The fact that God is totally and entirely, perfectly and eternally Other is a gift of unspeakable magnitude to us, made in His own image and likeness (cf Gen 1:26). Because He is infinite Solitude, entirely Other, because of this, which for us is a separation, it is possible to love God and to spend the eternal life contemplating Him, loving and uniting with Him forever – and to be loved by His unchanging love. In other words, it is possible to unite ourselves to Love (cf 1 John 4:8), because of this [ontological] separation which is captured by the words “image” and “likeness”. 

    Love requires the other: I-and-thou; for love is the gifting of one’s person (body-and-soul), without reservations and conditions, to another person. We, as men and women, long to love – more than to be loved. And therefore, we want – so profoundly we want this – to offer our whole selves, our entire hearts, to another.

    Our hearts! Who could accept such an awesome and burdensome gift? Can another man or another woman accept it? “I want to empty myself for you, so that you may live in me, and that I may live only for you”; but one human person to another can only do so as a process, ever more profound, but never total: the more mature the love, the deeper the self-emptying for the other and the more the other does the same by accepting the gift of love that is love, day by day, perfecting love until it shines in their eyes with the glory of the divine. 

    However, we can never do so totally for another human person, for the simple reason that we are limited, finite beings, and this longing of ours to love is for something unlimited, and infinite. A human person can never fill our hearts, as they can never accept our entire hearts, with their wounds and aspirations, with their dreams and sacrifices. Our hearts, inestimable gifts, can be untold burdens if we seek to give them completely to another man or woman, for the poor other is also but a mere human person. 

    God fashions the hearts of all (cf Ps 33:15). He alone can accept our entire hearts. This is why St Augustine said in his “Confessions”: “You have made us for Yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in You.” Indeed, “God alone suffices” (St Teresa of Avila). 

    Infinite Solitude, I thank and adore Thee for Your infinite otherness, for Your eternal beauty, for Your divine mercy, for Your invincible love, for Your peaceful light. “From the depths of eternity…” (St John of the Cross): the depths of eternity, from there You love us and call us there – in the depths of eternity – to love You, to unendingly satisfy our only true desire: to love. 

    How many hearts have You not loved totally? How many hearts have You not consoled secretly? How many hearts have You not healed miraculously? How many hearts have You not embraced eternally? How many hearts have You not guided silently? O, infinite Intimacy! Infinite Solitude! Wholly Other, God of Love and Life, Holy Trinity! 

    He is Solitude so that we – man and woman and God – can be together.  

    He is Solitude so that we can be together… 

    Prayer of St Elizabeth of the Trinity:  

    “O my God, Trinity whom I adore, let me entirely forget myself that I may abide in you, still and peaceful as if my soul were already in eternity; let nothing disturb my peace nor separate me from you, O my unchanging God, but that each moment may take me further into the depths of your mystery ! Pacify my soul! Make it your heaven, your beloved home and place of your repose; let me never leave you there alone, but may I be ever attentive, ever alert in my faith, ever adoring and all given up to your creative action.  

    O my beloved Christ, crucified for love, would that I might be for you a spouse of your heart! I would anoint you with glory, I would love you – even unto death! Yet I sense my frailty and ask you to adorn me with yourself; identify my soul with all the movements of your soul, submerge me, overwhelm me, substitute yourself in me that my life may become but a reflection of your life. Come into me as Adorer, Redeemer and Savior.  

    O Eternal Word, Word of my God, would that I might spend my life listening to you, would that I might be fully receptive to learn all from you; in all darkness, all loneliness, all weakness, may I ever keep my eyes fixed on you and abide under your great light; O my Beloved Star, fascinate me so that I may never be able to leave your radiance. 

    O Consuming Fire, Spirit of Love, descend into my soul and make all in me as an incarnation of the Word, that I may be to him a super-added humanity wherein he renews his mystery; and you O Father, bestow yourself and bend down to your little creature, seeing in her only your beloved Son in whom you are well pleased. 

    O my `Three’, my All, my Beatitude, infinite Solitude, Immensity in whom I lose myself, I give myself to you as a prey to be consumed; enclose yourself in me that I may be absorbed in you so as to contemplate in your light the abyss of your Splendour!” 

    Image credit: Albert Bierstadt, Among the Sierra Nevada, California, 1868

  • Before the great mystery of the Incarnation, God has given us the great mystery of the Annunciation. Each of these two mysteries illuminate one another, revealing to us depth upon depth of reality containing infinite meaning, divine and human. 

    Each year, the Church celebrates this awesome mystery of the Annunciation, not only because it sheds a brilliant light on who our Lord is but also because it teaches us more about who our Lady is. In fact, we cannot understand one without the other, for Jesus Christ is the Son of God as much as He is the Son of Mary.  

    This intimate and hidden – yet revealed – bond is beautifully expressed by two Carthusian prayers, one entitled “Offering to the Heart of Jesus” and the other called “Offering to our Blessed Lady”, both coming to us from the Middle Ages. In them we read: “O Thou Who art the one true and most faithful friend of my soul, Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God and of the most compassionate Virgin Mary” and “O Blessed Virgin Mary, my Queen, I will praise and honour thee through the most gentle Heart of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God and Thy Son.” 

    The two hearts are so closely united that they are one: those who love, as St John of the Cross so splendidly observed, become more and more alike to their beloved. And who loved Jesus more, after His Eternal Father, than Mary? It is on this aspect – the bond between Mother and Son – that the mystery of the Annunciation has much to say and on which I shall focus here. 

    Luke 1:26-27 

    “In the sixth month, the angel Gabriel was sent from God to a town of Galilee called Nazareth, to a virgin betrothed to a man named Joseph, of the house of David, and the virgin’s name was Mary.” 

    Already, before Jesus was born, we see a glimpse of how our Lord shall be seen: as a sign of contradiction (cf Luke 3:34). The Jews doubted His Nazarene roots (cf John 1:46), expecting, as the Scripture is saying – and as it actually happened – that the Messiah would be born in Bethlehem (cf Luke 2:1-20, Matt 2:1-6, Mic 5:1-2). Jesus was born in a manger, or a cave, depending on the translation, in Bethlehem. However, He was also from Nazareth in as much as His mother was from there because, even if the royal title as the descendent of David came through Joseph (cf Matt 1:1-17), the flesh with which the Word of God united Himself was Mary’s. Therefore, Mary, by her very origin, already shares in the mystery of Jesus Christ, as a sign of contradiction. 

    Luke 1:28-30 

    “And coming to her, he said, “Hail, full of grace! The Lord is with you.” But she was greatly troubled at what was said and pondered what sort of greeting this might be. Then the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favour with God.” 

    In the depths of eternity, hidden in the Heart of Love Eternal, the Father said to the Son: “You are my son, today I have begotten you” (Ps 6:7). This “today” is the “other day” – the eternal day – of which St John of the Cross wrote in his “Spiritual Canticle”, the day of never-ending life, of everlasting love (cf Jer 31:3). 

    “You are my son…From the womb of the morning I begot you…the morning star…a light for revelation to the Gentiles” (Ps 6:7. Ps 110:3, Rev 22:16, Luke 2:32). From all eternity God the Father thus prepared our salvation and then, “in the sixth month” (Luke 1:26) He sent His angel, from the atemporal realm of eternity to the time frame of the world that is passing away (cf 1 John 2:17, 1 Cor 7:31), to Mary – “the womb of the morning” (Ps 110:3), “full of grace” (Luke 1:28), the “daughter of the Father” (Lumen gentium, n53). 

    The words spoken by the angel Gabriel are the words of God: “Hail, full of grace”. It is this salutation which reveals our Lady’s Immaculate Conception – born without sin. These words also reveal Mary’s vocation as the Mother of God, preserved from all eternity by the grace of God from all sin, a grace with which Mary will co-operate when She will give Her consent to conceive and bear “the Son of the Most High” (Luke 1:32). Those words in Luke 1:28 tell Mary – and us all – God’s plan for our Lady, revealing something which cannot be totally comprehended: “full of grace” – so unexpected, so amazing, so divine are these words that our Lady, in Her unmatched humility “was greatly troubled at the saying” (Luke 1:29) for She regarded Herself of “low estate” (Luke 1:48) and was surprised that God Almighty would choose to send His messenger to Her.  

    This humbleness of not expecting anything from God, let alone that He ought to notice Her, is also reflected in our Lady’s bewilderment at hearing the angel’s words: Mary “considered in her mind what sort of greeting this might be” (Luke 1:29). To this reaction, the angel replied: “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favour with God” (Luke 1:30). This fear is the fear of the Lord, the beginning of all wisdom (cf Ps 111:10, Prov 9:10-12), for one of our Lady’s titles is “Seat of Wisdom”. She was afraid of the apparition of God’s messenger because Mary was wise, fearing God as a daughter fears to upset her father and being prudent not to be led astray by this vision, She “considered in her mind” the situation.  

    However, as the angel was from God who is love (cf 1 John 4:8), he says the words that God alone – Perfect Love – can say in such a moment: “Do not be afraid”. Why? Because “perfect love casts out fear” (1 John 4:18) and Mary loved God perfectly – that is, as perfect as Her state as a created being enabled Her, and for this reason, because of Her perfect love for God, our Lady “found favour with God”. And what favour – and what suffering Her perfect love will bring to Her! 

    Luke 1:31-33 

    “Behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you shall name him Jesus. He will be great and will be called Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give him the throne of David his father, and he will rule over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.” 

    “The womb of the morning” (PS 110:3) is Mary’s womb, “full of grace” (Luke 1:28), without sin, as the Church has held from ancient times (Ineffabilis Deo), a place where the “Son of the Most High” (Luke 1:32) became flesh to dwell among us (cf John 1:14). The very first line of the passage quoted above reveals a deeper reality of God’s plan of salvation: through the mystery of the Annunciation, or rather, within it, there is a revelation of a bigger mystery: that of the Incarnation.  

    “And you shall name him Jesus” (Luke 1:31), “the Word” who is God (cf John 1:1) sent His angel (cf Rev 22:16) so that His messenger may announce the will of the Father to redeem fallen man (cf John 3:16). Jesus, dulcis memoria (St Bernard of Clairvaux). Before the angel Gabriel spoke, You were – You are. Jesus, who, one day will behold Mary, and say through His pain and love from the Cross, with “words of eternal life” (John 6:68-69), “Woman, behold your son!” (John 19:16). 

    With the words “the Son of the Most High”, God, through His angel, invites Mary to be His Mother. What must have been like for our Lady to hear these words? We find the answer a few lines below in the same Gospel (cf Luke 1:46-55): “My soul magnifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Saviour, for he has regarded the low estate of his handmaid” (Luke 1:46-48). Our Lady calls God “my Saviour”, and yet She was conceived without sin; Her words in the “Magnificat”, read in context of the mystery of the Annunciation, shed more light on the mystery of the Incarnation: Mary needed to be saved – like all human beings since Adam’s sin – and She was saved by a unique grace offered to Her as the Mother of “the Son of the Most High” (Luke 1:32), a grace with which She cooperated (cf Luke 1:38), and, as a result of which, Mary humbled Herself even more before God, as Her words to Elizabeth attest. 

    Then the angel of God speaks the following words to our Lady: “the Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over the house of Jacob for ever; and of his kingdom there will be no end” (Luke 1:32-33). Mary now knows that Jesus is to be the Mesiah, “the offspring of David” (Rev 22:16), the Anointed One of God. These words contain, hidden, the entire salvation history up to that point, which was “the dawn from on high” (Luke 1:78), through the “tender mercy” of God (Luke 1:78), coming upon the world “to give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death, to guide our feet into the way of peace” (Luke 1:39).  

    In this sense, Mary is the first one to get a glimpse of “the mystery hidden from ages and generations” (Col 1:26), of God’s plan of salvation into which “angels long to look” (1 Pet 1:12). After all, Mary is Mother of the Apostles and of the Church. It is only fitting that our Lady would receive this privilege from God who loves Her so much. 

    Our Lady submits, but with dignity, a dignity of a saint for she utters: “How will this be, since I do not know man?” (Luke 1:34). 

    Luke 1:34 – 35 

    “But Mary said to the angel, “How can this be, since I have no relations with a man?” And the angel said to her in reply, “The holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. Therefore the child to be born will be called holy, the Son of God.” 

    The dialogue recorded by St Luke in these two lines of the Gospel is of a celestial beauty that is unmatched. On one hand, we have a glimpse of the inclination of our Lady’s heart. There is a holy confidence in Mary’s question that is pleasing to God: it is the confidence of faith in Him. Mary knew that God would never ask something immoral or sinful and therefore She does not say “this cannot be for I am not yet married”, to put Her own understanding of the message above the words of God. Mary’s heart is fixed on God, the God of love eternal who wants all to be holy, so She desires to do His will, while at the same time being thoroughly conscious of Her femininity, and of the spousal meaning of the human body: She is not a dreamer or an idealist – faith is a very pragmatic and rational thing: the eyes of faith do not alter reality, but enable us to see it to a fuller extent. 

    God, through His angel, seeing the purity of Mary, Her innocence and Her heart already inclined to His words, gives an answer which demonstrates the true source of Mary’s question: Her love of God. He does not rebuke Mary for asking this question but gently replies, respecting the awesome dignity of His beloved creature. And He explains His secret thoughts: 

    “The Holy Spirit will come upon you” – there is so much contained in these words…In a sense, these words bring to mind the Dove that descended from the heavens above Jesus when He was baptised in the Jordan river (cf John 1:32) and, at the same time, it summons before our eyes the image of the flaming tongues that rested above the Apostles at Pentecost (cf Acts 2:1-4). The Holy Spirit came upon Mary – the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the Mother of God, upon Jesus – the Son of God, giver, with the Father, of the Holy Spirit – and upon the Apostles, the Church guided by the Holy Spirit in all truth (cf John 14:17). The images of these events are important, for they are rooted in an everlasting reality, and gloriously beautiful for they bring forth the presence of God; the dove symbolises purity (cf SoS 4:1) and life (cf Gen 8:6), and the tongues of fire are ablaze with love and truth. 

    Mary was “overshadowed” (Luke 1:35) by the Holy Spirit, “the power of the Most High” (Luke 1:35), “therefore the child to be born will be called holy, the Son of the God” (Luke 1:35) – the Christ, who is called Jesus. First, the angel revealed the human nature of Mary’s son, through His name, Jesus, then the divine nature of the same person, the Son of God; one person, two natures. See, how deep is the mystery of the Annunciation? 

    Luke 1:36-37 

    “And behold, Elizabeth, your relative, has also conceived a son in her old age, and this is the sixth month for her who was called barren; for nothing will be impossible for God.” 

    Did Mary doubt what the angel Gabriel said previously about the Holy Spirit and who Her Jesus is? No. These two lines are for us, sinners and doubters. They contain an entire theology of what we call “miracle”. The first line reveals a natural limitation of the human body – Elizabeth is with child, Elizabeth “who was called barren” (Luke 1:36) – which is not bypassed or suspended, but healed: the limitation is fully acknowledged, natural order is given its due, and then uplifted, made whole, healed again. All that is natural is made by God and was blessed by God, before man’s fall into sin (Gen 1,2), but sin brought nature – initially an ordered harmony – into the disorder of death. This is why St Paul writes to the Romans that the entire creation “waits with eager longing” to be “set free from its bondage to decay” (Rom 8:19-23).  

    Miracles do not suspend what we have come to call – pretentiously so – the laws of nature, because they are not incompatible with nature. Supranatural and natural realities have the same source: God Himself. He has no need to “break” the laws of nature for, if there be any such laws, He is the Lawmaker. Rather, miracles are part of the economy of salvation, just like the wood (a most natural thing) from which the Cross of our Lord was made is. Miracles heal what was distorted by sin, especially human nature, body-and-soul. The second line in the paragraph quoted above is almost the voice of the miracle itself, confessing who is its Author: “For with God nothing will be impossible” (Luke 1:37). We see that miracles are not what we often think of them: impossibilities made possible by God. Rather, they are as mundane for God as anything else, because all is possible for Him. 

    Moreover, a child is “the fruit of the womb” (Ps 127:3), “a heritage from the Lord” (Ps 127:3), hence why the angel adds the good news about Elizabeth in the annunciation of the Good News for all. 

    Luke 1:38 

    “Mary said, “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.” Then the angel departed from her” 

    We have reached the culmination of our short meditation on our Lady’s “fiat”. With the words, “behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord”, Mary said in the same voice with all the prophets: “Here I am, O Lord, your servant is listening!” (cf Exo 3:4,1 Sam 3:4, Isa 6:8), for wasn’t everything that God said through His angel an invitation that can be summarised as: “Who shall love Us?”. If to the Prophet Isaiah, God said: “Who shall go for Us?”, to Mary He asked: “Who shall love Us?”, for only by love life is brought forth into the world, referring here to our Lord’s human nature. 

    However, Mary’s “yes” to God’s call was not so that She could proclaim the truth, as the prophets of old did, but so that Truth may come down from his eternal throne above the cherubim (cf Ps 80:1, Ps 99:1, Isa 37:16) into our time, “in the sixth month” (Luke 1:26), and dwell among us so that He – Jesus Christ – the truth, the way, and the life may speak to men words of eternal life (cf John 14:16, John 6:68-69).  

    Mary, “blessed are thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb” (Luke 1:42) – a woman; as a woman She offered Her body as a sacrifice by submitting Her entire self (body-and-soul) to God’s will. To bear a child and to give birth, a blessing from the beginning (cf Gen 1:28) that contains the full mystery of creation out of nothing, is also a great sacrifice, especially for the woman whose body becomes the home for the little “lily of the valley” (SoS 2:1), from the first moment, a moment inscribed in eternity before all the days of the child were even in existence (cf Ps 139:16), that God’s love blossoms into a new person in His image and likeness (cf Gen 1:27-28), a moment with a beginning veiled in the depths of eternity from where God speaks, and from where all were made through His Word (cf John 1: 3). Of course, there is no creation with the Second Person of the most Holy Trinity, but the physical hardship and risk associated with human birth, in the case of our Lord, remained a reality for Mary.

    What were these risks? Some were personal, relating to Her own body and health, for the entire process of bearing and nurturing a child, as happy and joyous as it is, it is also painful and difficult. Moreover, this – to bear and care for a child – is the centre of our Lady’s femininity (as it is for any woman, especially for Her who is “blessed among women”). It is this most intimate part of Her that Mary offered to God when She said: “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word”. However, as it is the case with any mother, Mary will share in the life of Her Son: His pain will be Her pain. This is why Christian art depicts the two Hearts almost always next to one another, for they are indeed inseparable because they are but one.  

    We see how Mary’s joy for being the Mother of the Most High shall turn into sorrow from the prophecy of holy Simeon: “And a sword will pierce through your own soul also, that thoughts out of many hearts may be revealed” (Luke 2:35). However, even before this prophecy, Mary (and Joseph, whose love and faith mirrors those of his beloved spouse, the Virgin Mother of God) encounters the sufferings caused by the weight of the world upon the shoulders of Her unborn child, as the Holy Family is refused shelter in Bethlehem and She gives birth to Jesus in a manger (cf Luke 2:1-24). 

    There are other risks to which Mary said “yes” when She accepted God’s call. At the time when angel Gabriel appeared to Her, She was not married to Joseph, and neither did Mary know how Joseph would react: if he would still want to marry Her or not. But our Lady heard and made Her own God’s words that Her own son will speak so often to His disciples: fear not. Indeed, Mary feared not. She knew God, this Ocean of Love that does not forget anyone, for all live to Him (cf Luke 20:38), especially those who fear Him. Indeed, the angel departed from Mary and went to Joseph to remove this danger immediately making him partaker in the mystery of God’s plan for salvation (cf Matt 1:20). This risk, however, is worth pondering on, because in our world today, there are many single mothers, abandoned by men, many of whom are cowards and never even intended to marry them. Men today should look up to St Joseph and learn from him how to be true husbands and fathers. 

    Our Lady took on Her the potential suffering associated with saying “yes” to God’s will, as well as the actual suffering that came as a result of Her being the Mother of Jesus, playing Her part in the economy of salvation. 

    Image credit: Giovanni Antonio Pellegrini, The Annunciation, 1725-1727

  • Nothing can be made out of nothing (Lucretius, On the Nature of Things). God creates freely out of nothing (CCC 296). Reason suggests that the former statement is true. Faith requires the latter to be held as true. But faith and reason are not opposed to one another, they are not even separated by an invisible wall that permits them to run alongside one another but never to intermingle. Faith and reason overlap, the former elevating the latter, the latter guiding the former.  

    Precisely because of their compatibility, one instilled by nature, the other given by grace which works on and builds upon nature, man can reach a deeper understanding – although not a complete one – of the ontological dimension of being. This understanding however cannot be reached without revelation from God of Who He is. Without Him reaching out to man to open for us the door to His intimate life, through revelation, man cannot possibly conceptualise of God, as He is, but only as a “first principle”, a “creative force”, a blind “first mover”, rather than the Holy Trinity, a communion of divine persons, co-eternal, all one Living Flame of Love (St John of the Cross). 

    At first, God’s revelation to us, as the eternal, loving, and infinite Creator of all things seen and unseen (Nicene Creed), seems to complicate rather than to elucidate the ontological question, which is always a set of questions: why is there something rather than nothing, what is being, what is “nothingness” – if anything at all? where does existence come from? Revelation tells us that God is (Exo 3:14). He possesses His own being, He is His own being, and all that He has created (Gen 1, 2) has its being rooted in His own (St Augustine, St Thomas Aquinas).  

    However, the Church teaches us that God is totally and infinitely other than His creation: He is not His creation, even if He is closer to His creation than any of His creatures can ever be. This appears to create a paradox: if God is, then there is nothing outside or besides, underneath, or above God. There is no “nothing” from which God created everything, as we read in the Catechism. And this is true, there is no “nothing”, at least not as the word itself proposes to our intellect the meaning by which we tend to conceive of “nothing” as an ontological state, as a something with a being of “nothing”, consisting of “nothingness”.  

    This confusion stems from a lack of understanding of the nature and function of language – topics that are too difficult to tackle in a short article, such as this one. What is sufficient to stress here is this: the words of man’s language are confined, not determined, by virtue of being symbols rooted in the inner personhood of a created being. The only reason man is capable of language, and animals, plants, rocks, and other created beings are not, is because he alone is made in the image and likeness of God (Gen 1:26-27). However, man’s personhood – and all that it is capable of expressing – is created and confined to this status. To be created means to receive one’s being. God possess His own being, but man does not: the Creator gives being to creatures, and creatures receive their being from the Creator. 

    The language of man, as defined by words – written or spoken, operates within creation, because it stems from the heart of a created being. This is also why we can never say anything accurately or totally of God, because He is not one of us, ontologically speaking, but He is the eternal, divine, and infinite Other Person. Everything that is created has being. “Nothing”, used in an ontological context, points directly to the absence of this being, as it points indirectly to its presence: “nothingness” can only be conceptualised by virtue of the fact that something has being.  

    However, as we stated above, language is confined to creation. As such, when we speak of “nothingness” as an ontological concept we can only do so in relation to creation, and we can mean two things: a) that something or someone has not been yet created by God and thus it or they have no being, or b) that something that or someone who has being must have a source for its or their existence, for it or they cannot exist by its or their own accord: epistemological objects (one’s accord to be) are secondary to ontological objects (the fact that one is or is not) in their being because knowledge requires the existence of the knower as well as of that which / who is known.  

    To bring it all together then, as I understand, the Church’s teaching on creation as expressed in CCC 296 is this: creation out of nothing, this process, consist of the very essence of any created being, an essence which differs in kind but not in nature (man is not a monkey, even if they are both created), and this essence cannot be understood in itself by a creature, unless God reveals this mystery Himself, for the creature is already contained in the process of being created out of nothing and it cannot get out of this, as it were outside creation, were only God is. 

    The words “out of nothing” denote precisely this complete “otherness” of God’s ontological dimension, a personhood that is infinite (as opposed to man’s finite personhood). God created out of nothing means, therefore, that He created something (which did not exist from all eternity) totally other to Himself to enjoy eternity with Himself who is love (1 John 4:8). 

    Indeed, we also know that God made everything out of His love (CCC 1604). As such, we can more fully – but not totally, as we have already stated – understand this truth, that God created everything out of nothing, if we equate it with this statement: God created out of His love. We can see here that the mystery of God’s love, revealed fully in Christ Jesus, but which is never exhaustible, is reflected in the manner of creation: out of nothing therefore means something which had no prior being now has being given in love – and this is the created being for the creature. 

    We cannot peer into the bottom of this process, which is the essence of being, for this knowledge belongs to God. But we can see that there is no conflict between faith and reason, that one helps the other, in exploring the infinite depths of the mystery of God’s love which is, in the end, the source of all creation. 

    Image credit: Giovanni di Paolo, The Creation of the World and the Expulsion from Paradise, 1445

  • To know is to remember (Plato, Meno). Remember what? Who we are, and why we are: “I will call to mind the deeds of the LORD; yes, I will remember your wonders of old” (Ps 77:11). Remember those wonders of old, so old that they reach far back to the “beginning” (Gen 1:1). Before man had any knowledge, he had a memory set as “a seal” (CC 8:6) upon his being, body-and-soul, “male and female” (Gen 1:27) – the memory of God, his God (cf Ps 7:1, Ps 143:10), who made man in His image and likeness (cf Gen 1:26-27) out of everlasting love (cf Jer 31:3, CCC 293).  

    Man on his own travelled inwardly as far as possible, remembering a God who was not a “who” but a “what”, for without this God revealing Himself to man, He was an “unknown” and “hidden” God (Acts 17:23, Isa 45:15). The Creator of all chose to reveal Himself, first to the prophets and then through His Son (cf Heb 1:1-3), “and the Word was made flesh and dwelt among us” (John 1:14), fully God and fully man, Jesus Christ, who says to man: “He who has seen me has seen the Father” (John 14:9). Upon returning to His Father, after He suffered, died, and was resurrected so that, by faith in Him, we may be adopted sons and daughters of God in Christ (cf Eph 1:5) and call our Creator once more, after Adam’s sin, “our father” (Matt 6:9-13), Jesus sent the Holy Spirit, the love between Him and His Father, a love who is God Himself (cf 1 John 4:8) so that we may also encounter the Father through, in, and with His Son, even after His ascension (cf Acts 1:9-11, Luke 24:15), by becoming temples of the Holy Spirit (cf 1 Cor 6:19) and by seeing with the eyes of faith the image and likeness of God in every person (cf 2 Cor 5:7, Matt 25:40-45) . 

    To know is to remember. Remember who? The one who asks us to eternally remember Him: “do this in memory of me” (Luke 22:19). The one who “became flesh and dwelt among us” (John 1:14). The one who laid down His life for us (cf John 10:11) so that we may have abundant life (cf John 10:10). The one who pardoned as He was crucified (cf Luke 23:34) and saved as He was giving up His last breath (cf Like 23:43). The one who has conquered the world with His love (cf John 16:33) and who is with us “to the close of the age” (Matt 28:20). The one with His heart “pierced” (John 19:34) who loves us “for ever” (Heb 13:8) with a love that “never ends” (1 Cor 13:8). Remember the Lord, Jesus Christ, who is Freedom and Love and gives us all His peace (cf John 14:27). Remember Him: “Jesus dulcis memoria” (St Bernard). 

    To believe is to understand (cf Isa 7:9) the “things not seen” (Heb 11:1), and no one has seen God face to face (cf 1 John 4:12), yet. For the day is coming when we “shall see his face” (Rev 22:4) and meet His eyes whose gaze speared St Peter’s heart with divine love and contrition for his denial of the Master (cf Luke 22:61), and, on that day, He will say to us: “I am your God, and you are my people” (cf Eze 11:20).  

    Therefore, faith allows us to understand our knowledge of God. And what does it allow us to understand? That “God is love” (1 John 4:8). 

    There is so much out there, in the world, thousands of voices, thousands of deeds, thousands of years, all telling us otherwise, shouting, whispering, pointing: “What about this or that? What about evil? What about suffering? What about death?”, accusing God who, once more, stands quietly before His accusers, as Jesus stood once before His (cf Luke 23), blamed for all evil that man has done. What about us, man, what about you and me?  

    Where is our love, if not in God, with God, and from God? Can you and I love if God is not love? Can you and I love if we wouldn’t be loved first? Can a child be born out of anything but love? Even if his or her parents do not desire that “lily of the valley” (CC 2:1), do not welcome that green olive shoot (cf Ps 128:3), do not want the divine “reward” (Ps 127:3) and sweet blessing, God loves the child and is from His eternal and invincible love that life comes into being for He “fashions the hearts” (Ps 33:15) of all and gives each child, hidden in the womb, “wondrously made” (Ps 139:14), a promise: “Even if your father and mother may forsake you, I – the Lord – will take you up” (cf Ps 27:10). What about love then? 

    Can love be anything but divine? “God is love” (cf 1 John 4:8). But love, we hear, is this and that, emotion and feeling, imagination and desire, pleasure and possession – is it not? Eros stands beneath the feet of evil and confusion, beaten, tired, and enslaved. Love is free and freeing: it sets free, for it is the everlasting truth, the way to life eternal (cf John 8:32, John 14:6). Love is sacrifice, total self giving, abandonment of oneself for the sake of the other, for the beloved; and who sacrificed more, gave more, and abandoned Himself more than Almighty God for us? 

    God appears to each one of us from afar (cf Jer 31:3), from the depths of eternity He speaks to us (St John of the Cross, Ascent of Mount Carmel) and says: 

    “Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends […]” (1 Cor 13:4-8). 

    Love never ends. 

    Remember and believe therefore, that God is love. 

    Image credit: Albert Bierstadt, Storm over the Rocky Mountains, 1866